L for Louis

相信未来

2011-10-12T00:06:00.002+08:00

相信未来会充满希望吗？

有些东西不是等有时间了才珍惜

2011-03-22T23:33:00.001+08:00

男孩：“宝贝，再吗？”

女孩：恩！

男孩：“宝贝，在干嘛呢？”

女孩：“聊天、”

男孩：“哦哦、今天想我了麽？”

女孩：“没、”

男孩：“啊啊啊？真的麽？”

女孩：“嗯、”

男孩：“55555…我哭了。”

女孩：“哦、”

男孩：“……”

男孩觉得女孩对他越来越冷淡了，跟她聊天狠无聊、他努力找着话题，而她却随随便便得敷衍他。好几次都是这样，男孩受不了了，不再去找女孩聊天一天…两天…一星期…两星期…到了第三个星期，女孩越来越觉得不自在了，因为男孩不再来跟她聊天啦。女孩第一次主动去找男孩聊天。

女孩：“在麽？有事找迩。”

男孩：“说、”

女孩觉得男孩对她不如之前了。

女孩：“亲爱哒，最近在干嘛哈？”

男孩：“忙、”

女孩：“在忙什麽吖？都没来找我聊天。”

男孩：“没什麽、”

女孩：“迩是怎麽了？”

男孩：“没、”

女孩：“你怎麽了？告诉我啊、”

男孩：“没、”

女孩、“为什麽不告诉我？难道你有心事觉得不需要对我说麽？”

男孩：“你自己想想吧、”

女孩实在不明白自己做错什麽了。

女孩：“我没做错什麽吖、”

男孩：“是麽？”

女孩：“……”

男孩：“我们分手吧、”

女孩惊慌失措，她不明白男孩为什麽提出分手。

女孩：“为什麽？难道你不爱我了麽？”

男孩：“不，狠爱狠爱、”

女孩：“既然爱，为什麽提出分手？”

男孩：“我爱累了，真的不想爱了。”

女孩：“累？爱我狠累麽？”

男孩：“是的，狠累、你从不主动找我聊天，除了今天、每次想跟你聊聊天，你都狠随便得敷衍我、我受够了、”

女孩这个时候才发现自己的确对男孩狠冷淡。

女孩：“亲爱哒，对不起，请你原谅我，再给我一次机会好麽？”

男孩：“你不需要跟我道歉，莪们就这样吧、”……

这聊天记录告诉大家：既然有了喜欢的人，就要一心一意，认认真真得对他、不要整天对他一副爱理不理的样子、不要总是让他主动，那样他会累的，迩也要学会主动、有了喜欢的人就要好好珍惜，不要以为迩是国宝，他不要，还有别人会要的、不要总是在失去后才懂得珍惜、记住，世界上是没有后悔药卖的

I Believe

2011-02-13T13:27:00.002+08:00

Hidden where no one else can see
A whirlpool in my heart of my anxiety
So many roads to follow
Not really sure which one I should take
Anyway, I'm being me
For so long, I let others tell me the way
Say goodbye to that part of yesterday

I believe myself, cause I know it's what I need
Everything begins when I believe within myself
I believe in me
The moment shining light I see
To the day we think I know that is where I'm gonna go

I believe
In front of me with my eyes
With eternal loving skies
I wanna know this feeling
The beauty of love

BF的一生解释，很短，却让人流泪。

2010-11-26T01:05:00.003+08:00

一个小男孩对小女孩说：“我是你的BF。”
小女孩仰起童真的脸，问：“什么是BF?"
小男孩嘻嘻笑到：”就是best friend的意思。”

后来，他们恋爱了。
小伙子对姑娘说：“我们是的BF.” 姑娘小鸟依人，害羞的问道：“什么是BF？”
小伙子捧起姑娘的脸，深情道：“是boy friend的意思。”

很幸运，几年后，他们结婚了，有了可爱的孩子。
丈夫微笑的对妻子说：“我是你的BF.‘妻子接下围裙，温柔地问道：“什么是BF。”
丈夫看了看宝贝，满脸幸福的说到：“就是baby's father的意思。”

后来他们老了，老的走不动了，老两口躺在藤椅上有闲地嗮着傍晚的太阳。
老公公对老婆婆说：“老婆子，我是你的BF。”
老婆婆笑起一堆皱纹，问道：“老头子，什么是BF。”
老头子望望夕阳然后得天空，思绪连篇，苍老的声音却悠远坚定而神秘：“Be forever。”

多希望能执子之手，与子偕老

我相信

2010-10-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

我相信，每个雨滴飘落，就有一朵花儿生长
我相信，及时最漆黑的夜晚，也会有蜡烛发出明亮的光
我相信，每个迷途的人，都会有指引之路，
我相信，即使暴风雨在狂怒咆哮，最微弱的祈祷也会被听到
我相信，有人在某个地方，听到了每一个字
每当听到新生儿的哭声，
或触摸一片叶子，
或凝望天空，
我就知道为何会这样，只因我相信

Winter Sleep

2010-10-14T19:31:00.001+08:00

There's time that I wish we are closer,
that I can participate in your life,
that I can see your daily routine ,
how you cope with hectic life,
how you enjoy your pleasure of life ,
and how you coordinate with each different perspective of life.

There is somehow difficulties in life, and the choice,
that can't really be controlled by self.

Especially when you tried the hardest,
and you know that it is possibly pointless that for the efforts that u have put on, it is inevitably useless to the person,
that they don't even take it as granted.
Perhaps, only perhaps , that a peace of mind,
without distractions could really help to clear the mind,
and to really live with it...

Smile Smile

2010-09-11T18:29:00.003+08:00

I smile because I'm happy,
I smile when I can spend time with you,
I smile when i see you,
I smile when i talk to you,
i smile when you touch me,
I smile when you're near me,
I smile when you look at me,
I smile when I think of you,
I smile for you.
But the one time I'm truly happy is when I make YOU smile back.

志明与春娇

2010-09-03T18:16:00.003+08:00

志明与春娇
看似爱情故事，其实，那是一段悲伤的故事

我和你最好就到这，你对我已经没感觉 …
这句唱出了志明的心声...

志明和春娇曾经是很好的恋人.彼此相信，彼此这样相爱着
渐渐的恋人感情不在了。
不知道是什么原因
春娇为志明伤透了心
志明为春娇哭泣.

“不要再说我们的爱情.你我已经不再是同一条路线.”
“为什么爱人不愿再相依偎.”

“两个人爱情的歌已经没人看没人听.” 没有了感觉.

“最好就走到这” 春娇早已不再听不再看.

走到尽头的两个人的爱情.就走到这样吧情已消失路已分道.

晚风吻尽荷花叶任我醉倒在池边

春娇已不想再提

志明经过时间社会的变迁认识到什么才是拥有

爱情的模样依然会模糊不清的呈现在志明的脑海里

看得到摸不到体会得到却又感觉不到春娇…那种感觉

你是我爱的人将我戏弄在十月的风吹寒到心肝低希望变无望

志明还有好多话想对春娇说但是志明知道事已到此

春娇已经不是原来的她了

春娇你听得到吗？

思念

2010-08-23T13:19:00.004+08:00

思念是有重量而且往往朝上
当你思念一个人，心里会很沉重，
所以思念是有重量的
而你对思念事物的眷恋程度，就决定了思念重量的大小

思念总是在心里百转千廻，最后总是朝上
当思念朝上，往往就看不到尽头

思念通常也只有一个方向，因为你思念的人
未必会思念你

If you ever ask

2010-08-20T23:19:00.003+08:00

If ever you asked me :

Have you ever crossed my mind
I would say no

Do i like you
i would definitely say no

Do i want you
i would shook my head

Would i cry if you left me
nope

Would i live for you
nah, not possible

Would i do anything for you
nope nope

Would i choose my life or you
I would definitely say my life

It is mainly because.....

The reason you didnt crossed my minds:
You're always on my mind

The reason i dont like you:
I love you

The reason i dont want you:
I need you

The reason i wont cry if you left:
I'll die if you left

The reason i dont live for you:
I would die for you

The reason i wont do anything for you:
I would do everything for you

The reason i would choose my life instead of you:
You are my life

Kiss The Rain

2010-08-15T02:08:00.002+08:00

Kiss The Rain

English compilation

Standing in front of a window, looking at the pouring rain out there.
The pitter-patter sound of raindrops form their own rhythm...
There is nothing that can done to cure how terribly the heart goes out.
All what can be done is to kiss the rain...

Chinese compilation

雨一点一滴从空中飘落
仿佛泪水渐渐滑下
我望着你消失的方向
立在雨中...
泪从我的眼框里涌出来
划出最悲哀的弧度
分不清是雨是泪
万籁俱寂

雨是万物的源泉
滋润了生命
可我的心却死了
在雨中枯萎
滂沱大雨总会停
云开太阳照
但你再也回不来

四周的空气仍旧寒冷
刹那间
所有希望都凝结
明知道
不断有生命从我的世界走出
看得见的重又看见
可是我懂得
这场雨会在我心上
刻下永不磨灭的印记
愿雨水冲刷掉
痛苦的回忆

对不起，我不再等你了

2010-08-09T19:01:00.001+08:00

你是否怎经的深深爱着一个人，当是他却不曾感受到
你觉得这样一直陪伴他，总有一天会让他感受到你的那份沉甸甸的爱
但是时间久了，你是否会有这种感觉...

对不起，我不再等你了

我再也不会发短信给你，不会再打扰你的生活了
我不会在早上醒来看看手机有没有你发的信息
你的空间少了我脚印因为我不再在意你的一举一动了

不会再翻着你发给我的短信
因为已经全部删掉了

不会再翻着关于你的照片
不再在意你现在过得好不好

不会再在意现在的你
有没有闹脾气
不再因为你的情绪影响我的心情

不会再打电话给你
只想告诉你 “我很想你”
不会再说“对不起”

不会因为你一句话
死心踏地去做某事

不会再看到你闪亮的MSN头像
徘徊是否要say hi

看到手机里你的名字不会再犹豫是否要删掉
想到过去的点滴，我会适可而止，不会再偷偷落泪

不管你和他是何是离，都不再与我有关
在街上看见你不是一个人，我也不会委屈自己绕道

看到你的讯息，我不会再放下手边的事情，只为不要让你等太久

我现在才知道，回忆始终是回忆，我不会再眷恋
我不会让你打扰我现在的生活

因为一份需要徘徊的爱情，是不会长久的

灵魂缺口

2010-08-06T21:43:00.002+08:00

灵魂就像一块蛋糕，四四方方的。
你爱一个人，你就会分出一部分的灵魂给他，
如果他也爱你，那么他就会分出一部分的灵魂给你，像是给你一小片蛋糕。

这么一来一往之间，
那一小片蛋糕的施与受，总是会让你的灵魂回复原状。
如果你爱上的人并不爱你，那么你的灵魂，
就会出现缺口。因为已经给出去的灵魂，永远要不回来了。

如果我告诉你我分出了我的一部分灵魂给你，
你会否相信呢？
那么你会否把你的灵魂也分一部分给我呢？
我的灵魂的缺口在等待你的部分，把它填满...

桃花庵歌

2010-07-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

唐伯虎 - 桃花庵歌

桃花坞里桃花庵，桃花庵下桃花仙。

桃花仙人种桃树，又摘桃花换酒钱。

酒醒只在花前坐，酒醉还来花下眠。

半醉半醒日复日，花开花落年复年。

但愿老死花酒间，不愿鞠躬车马前。

车尘马足显者事，酒盏花枝隐士缘。

若将显者比隐士，一在平地一在天。

若将花酒比车马，彼何碌碌我何闲。

别人笑我太疯癫，我笑他人看不穿。

不见武陵豪杰墓，无酒无花锄作田

Sunday morning

2010-06-06T18:32:00.005+08:00

This is a best sunday morning for me, I woke up 10 am in the morning, clean up myself, taking bus to the place I go every sunday morning: Starbucks Coffee @ Jusco wangsa maju.

It was the starbucks breakfast that attract me there.
The breakfast set comes with a hot coffee with a complimentary sandwich for only
Rm 2.50.It is only available before 11 am. I was kind of late when I reach there. However. the kindly barista allows me to order for the breakfast set.
A brewed coffee with delicated sausage sandwich for only RM 7.35, how good it is :D

The barista asks and gives me a cup of warm milk for free, so that I can make my brewed coffee into a latte , woohoo.... This is such a nice place for me, Starbucks Coffee @ Jusco wangsa maju, the place I won't missed to go whenever I feel like enjoying coffee.

After enjoying my coffee of day, i went for shopping within wangsa maju jusco,
I managed to buy a T-shirt , a shirt and finally my wallet that i have longed to change.
It is another type of long wallet that i have been using, but this time, its a black colour wallet.I have changed 3 type of these long wallet, since 1998, the 1st is from polo, 2nd is from seed and so do the 3rd one. People keep asking why am i using long purse instead of short wallet,i dont know, i just like the way it is :P
The picture speaks for itself:

Just Love It ~

And before i end, Bon Voyage for the boys and girls that flew to UK, i supposed they have arrived and enjoying the best moments of school together there, and hopefully the one that stay in KL can enjoy the day for good. See ya then.

Love Life !!

2010-04-04T18:24:00.006+08:00

Today is 4th of April,
there was a campaign launched since 4th April 2009,
it is called The Love Life Campaign, it is a campaign that gives concern, help and support to children that has terminal illness, and would leave the world very soon....

We people, living in a different own world and comes from a different family background,sometimes, we complained that we came from poor family, that we are not satisfied with the current situation that we have (e.g : we dont earn enough money for ourselves, we are tired of busy working life, why do we have miserable life and so on...)

After the watching of this short video clips for the Love Life Campaign,
I wishes that you would have a different point of view,
we should be contented, grateful and thankful for what we got,
be emphathy, symphathy and sharing ~

Im Louis, I Love Life

只因为...你不喜欢我

2010-01-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我经常去看你空间的意义
只想了解你的最新情况

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么经常给你发短信
不是此刻想起你
而是我一直想着你
只是此刻想你想的最厉害

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么会知道你那么多的信息
因为你的一切,哪怕是早点吃了什么
对于我来说也是有意义的
因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你和谁在一起干了什么
对我来说都是一种纠结
我会乱揣测,乱生气
即使我们什么关系也没有

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
你的一句不在乎
我为什么会那么在乎
我在乎的不是这句话
我在乎的是你的人

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道我打出那一句句
那你忙吧！我不打扰时
内心的纠结
因为不喜欢我
所以你不知道我的手机里面存的都是你的信息
不开心时，看着看着，不自觉的傻笑
因为感觉你就在身边
自我安慰么

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你对我的忽冷忽热
总是让我不自觉被你掌控
一般甜蜜，一半忧伤

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不明白
我为什么会经常生你气
喜欢上一个人
也赋予了他伤害我的权力
因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
在我失去你信息的日子里
我是多么的沮丧
我怕就此失去你

因为你不喜欢我
所以你寂寞的时候不会想起我
而我却在时时刻刻的想着你

因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
你在我眼里多么的重要
而我知道
我在你眼里却是十分的渺小
因为你不喜欢我
所以你不知道
我的MSN头像只为你一个人而闪亮
只为你一个人

You are not alone ~

2010-01-22T10:39:00.002+08:00

talented electronic violinist playing this Evangelion - You Are Not Alone
wonderfully presented,

Canon Rock !

a combined video with two masters playing canon rock stimutaneously,
let canon rock rocks u now !

I'm Always Online ~

2009-12-24T00:45:00.001+08:00

变色的生活任性的挑拨
疯狂的冒住了头
单方的守侯试探的温柔
还是少了点什么
遥远两端爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你总说 Everthing wiill be okay

准备好了 three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连结了穿越天空银河 oh~~
开始倒数 three two one
删除我的孤单
more and more尽是深刻
爱亮了爱笑了
I'm always online....

Avatar Day

2009-12-19T21:53:00.006+08:00

Saturday morning, wake up at 740 am and wasnt really get used to it,
i sleep till the sun shine on my bed usually :D
Woke up so early to take my last keyboard class with Mr Ang, ya, im stopping my keyboard class and i planned to have my self practise at home after this...
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After class, i took bus to genting klang and meet up with Mango, my dear fren that i havent met her for long time, we have our brunch at genting klang ,we then took bus to pavilion, for our movie, Avatar. We planned to watch Avatar today, and well, we are lucky enough to catch two last front seats for it. The Movie lasts for 2 and 1/2 hours and the story is averagely ok for me, ya its just the ok standard, so go watch it with students price ya..

We walked around and talked around from pavilion to sungei wang and sungei wang to pavilion. Its been long time that i havent catch up with her and we share info of each other. Im glad we have this movie day and we should have more outings in future,
in order for her to stop stressing herself from her studies, :P

Sadness

2009-12-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

“Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.”

Tonight, im cold, i would raise my hands to Heaven and pray that I'll be back someday.
Tonight I need sweet cares,that hold me in the darkness. Tonight i would calm my restlessness, and relieve my sadness...

3rd Movie in weeks

2009-12-07T23:13:00.003+08:00

Yea, the 3rd movie for the week, i have watched 3 movies in 4 days, and with 3 different groups of people :)
today, i have watched the Twilight Saga, New Moon in KLCC. the story is abit slow but i still like it, poor Jacob Black, i feel sad for him, he do anything for Bella, and all Bella have done was like using him for some purposes, a shoulder to lay when Edward is not there, and turn back to Edward when Edward is there... Well well, maybe thats how a good guy will ends up, while the evil vampire will have better ending :D

Went around KLCC to shop, still there isnt anything that i have bought, guess i will have to shop again for tomorrow...
Good night and Sweet dreams ~

Sunday Outing

2009-12-06T22:31:00.003+08:00

Sunday morning, a very good day, we took LRT to KLCC and walk through the Aquaria to the PC fair.. We here stands for: Nowa,Christian,Irene,HengFai and me... We met han liang and jason near there , and they are kind enough to bring us around the pc fair (cause they were slacking instead of working).

We then walk to Pavilion for our plan, to watch 2012 over there :)
there werent any seats when we checked in,sigh, we went for our lunch in Wong Kok restaurant, and decided to check for reserved seats after the lunch, after several attempt, we were able to get the reserved seats, yahoo ~(2012 finally)
The movie do worth it la, after the anticipation and the difficulties through, it do worth the ticket price and do not make me dissapointed

We shop around pavilion after that, and went for dinner in Pizza Hut,
this is where the nightmare begins...
The Pizza Hut there, has no cheezy pizza on the menu that we want, has no pepsi cola for our drinks, has no extra parmesan cheese, and no chili sauce...Can u even imagine that ?
And by the way, that was just part of it, the food served is bad and the services is slow...
This is the worst pizza hut experience i have ever been through... Guess i will not craving for pizza for a very long time after this... Pavilion's Pizza Hut just sux...

Apart from the pizza, the whole day is still fun and contented,
time to lay down and read my books, cheers

MPH sux !

2009-12-05T22:52:00.006+08:00

Hello, its been long time :) Watched ninja assassin last night, i would rate it averagely. The ninja is freakingly incredible and the action is... way too much....
Rain, the hot star with his packs and muscles flying over the scene.. guess i dun really like action movies :D

Saturday morning means classes again... Dont feel like going home after ,so i walked around Jusco...

Just as expected,Starbuck is meant to be crowded, i didnt grab my coffee as there were no sofa seat for me , i wandered around and walked into MPH ~

MPH bookstore has poor books arrangement.. they simply put all the malay language books in front.. not a good idea as i have to go around to look books

"The Host" a new book from the author of twilight saga series(Stephanie Meyer) catch my attention, i read through 3 whole chapters there..

the story briefly tells a wandered soul captured and put into a human body, through a "healer", meanwhile a "seeker" would question the soul on its existence and what it was... very spiritual and hardly imaginable... seems like the vampiric author would stick to spiritual soul this time...

MPH is too stingy to provide seats,not even a stool, i was not able to spent too much time there,and books are really expensive to buy, i would rather go to Borders the next time :D

I have a very nice song to share ( from JJ and Nicky , perfect match )

The Frogstyle

2009-10-29T22:21:00.010+08:00

Early morning, mock exam for Change Management, was intended to take revision in the class, but the exam has been started as im get into the class,
Forces of change, Types of change, well..
that means i failed for my mock exam, Hooray ~
Never mind, i will give more effort in the actual exam.

After that, i skipped my Business Finance lecture to have some catch up wif kok leng, ct and nowa, yew hong came afterwards, but he left when he found there are no seats for him, Poor Yew Hong will have to drive to genting klang just because there were no more seats in Melati McD... Swt..

Helped IBS booth for a short time, IBS booth sales is freakingly good,
the foods are widely favoured by the students : Egg tarts,Cream puffs,Popcorn,Herbal Eggs,Curry puffs,
Yum Yum, people should go and support our booth in the canteen 2 there ya ~

Took a nap in the afternoon and went Jusco, this time its not for Starbucks,
but instead i went into the sports department there,
to choose my swimming equipments....
Yes, i did choose a swimming trunks and a swimming google that cost me 80++
Ouch, it hurts my pocket but well, it worth,
As, a one time expenses for limitless leisure sports in the future, yay,
swimming session in my schedule.. This is going to be fun, im so going to learn the actual frog style , thanks to hanliang and his girl for their time guiding me...

Before i end my posting ,

"Woot, a vegetarian smoker "

"Gotcha :D "

Starbucks again ?

2009-10-27T18:46:00.000+08:00

Classes as usual today, Dr Amy Yeo telling us "Cincai" and "Guanxi" is a formally recognized english words cause it is officially published in the international Harvard Dictionary, how good it is...

After classes, lunch wif them and pool session, again...
wasnt feel like playing as i'm little bit dull with it,
went home, and pack up,as i feel like going to starbucks today.

I was lying on my bed and reading Twilight,
but guess what, i felt asleep, isshhh...
That is why, usually i will go starbucks when i feel like reading a book,
the places there, and the caffeine will keep me awake for sure ~
Not to forget caramel machiatto hot serving for me ,
oh yay, cant blame me for the addiction right ?

Still got 3 books awaiting me, so i guess i will be in starbucks for most of the time coming ~

Twilight,
听笨金鱼唱歌，
学伴苏菲亚

If i can play like this ~

2009-10-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

25/10/2009
Going for my keyboard replacement classes today as i skipped my classes for shyan ching bday celebration on the saturday, well shyan ching do worth my skip right ?

It was raining heavily and i have to get over to wangsa maju just for my classes... I was abit lazy for it,but after all, i did manage to persuade myself to borrow an umbrella to get over there.

Classes as usual, Mr Ang trying to ask me to join in part of his upcoming events, for performance,

but well.. my skills is not ready for that yet, so i just told him that im not sure whether im free for christmas and new year eve, will inform him later, and later means never :D

Classes went on by Mr Ang introducing me to his fancy fingering techniques... well well, im not sure whether i can be like him, but i will work hard for it,

i will be moving my fingers over my keyboard after today, that means not the 5 fingers on the typical 5 key anymore,

the 5 key was kinda boring for me...

After the classes, i went home directly as i feel tired, and a nap goes on...

The 1st thing i do while i woke up = watching youtube. the little 9 years old boy playing

Yiruma - Love Me perfectly ! It was one of the forces that drives me to keep on with my interest and wishes 1 day i can play as good as him ~

假如...

2009-06-27T19:29:00.000+08:00

假如是用来治疗
某种程度的绝望...

当你认为它不能治疗绝望
那是因为你从来不曾怀着希望...

但希望有时也是一种奢望...

心动的默契

2009-06-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

萧敬腾 - 一辈子存在

里的一句 心动的默契 ~

非常有感触，也触动了我的心...

人一辈子能遇到跟你

不期而遇，
两情相悦，
志同道合，
白头偕老的他/她吗?

答案应该是否定的...

但是当你遇到其一时
就别再犹豫好好的抓紧机会

因为

人只会为了没做的事情而懊恼
绝对不会为了做过的事而后悔...